The storms are rolling in...

This happens enough that I should be prepared for these times.  My world is falling in around me.  I'm not exactly sure when it started, but it's crumbling at a fast rate.  I feel lost and in danger.  I feel exposed.  My heart is breaking or maybe it's been broken and I hadn't noticed.  Like a cut that has gone unnoticed until alcohol was poured over it...I think that's what has happened.  My thoughts swirl endlessly; my head pounds.  I anxiously wait to hear, but is anyone out there?  Is he there?

It's not dark today...

It's been six months since my last post...I am not sure if that is good or not.  We have been busy with Kenny starting his business.  I have been working, going to school and keeping the business' books.  I won't even discuss the state of my house...lol

I passed my summer class.  Classes start next week, and I am taking 4 classes.  Yes, a full load.  I hope to be able to quit my job or go part-time.  I go back and forth with severing ties with a company that has held me as an employee for so long.  Lillian starts school next week, too. 

While life is hectic, I have settled into a routine of doing nothing.  I am SO overwhelmed that I can't do anything.  I HATE it, but I have acknowledged that I do it and I am trying...There are things that divert my attention...I love my life though and I look forward to the future.