Suicide

While suicide is the most selfish act a person can perform, I believe that some people cannot make it through that moment of insanity - the pain that is SO overwhelming, the emotion that is SO strong, the noise that is SO loud. I just want it to stop! Somehow, I manage to make it through that moment and move forward. The struggle to stay alive is hard, but I make it through. I insist that I will make it through for my family and for my testimony of the great things that the Lord has done in my life. I have been through hell, almost literally. I have seen things that people never should see. I have experienced things that I would not wish on my worst enemy, but here I am. I am a living, breathing testimony of the grace and mercy of God.