Turmoil

I am in emotional turmoil.  I feel lost and crazy.  I am going through something and he doesn't want to be supportive.  I know that I don't talk about my feelings much, but I need you to walk next to me.  You cannot expect me to talk about issues that I know you don't want to discuss.  You cannot control me.  I want to have your baby, but I am not willing to jeopardize my sanity and character.  I don't know what's going on inside; but I know that you are my husband, and you are supposed to be here for me.