Mixing

I feel the need to divulge this piece of information. I know someone that makes my heart do funny things and my stomach do twists and turns all over the place. It is someone I knew a long time ago; but like most people, I lost contact until recently. It's hard to focus and it's hard to breath. We are both married, I believe we both love our spouses, and for these reasons, I do not breath a word of my feelings. I have wanted to say something, but what good could come of this knowledge?! NOTHING. And here I sit for awhile longer to get my body to quit acting like a 13 year old girl......