The Anniversary

Today marks 11 years since she died. I overslept to go to church, which I am okay with for the most part. I laid around with my husband and finally got up about 11 am to get ready for lunch with my friend that I haven't seen in a decade. I was apprehensive and nervous about meeting him since it had so long and it had been under difficult circumstances. After meeting up, it was really special to be with him. We talked about the past, the present and the future. It was nice to be able to include her in our conversation without me fearing the repercussions of her name. After eating, we went to the cemetary to pay our respects. It was one of the better anniversaries that I have been through. Thanks, Jay!