Friday, December 4, 2009

ME

I am naturally thoughtful, but sometimes I like to go out of my way.  I like to know different things about people in general.  People intrigue me, especially their thoughts and their pasts.  I may find awkward times to ask about things, but I am just curious.  I'm not being psycho if I ask about your plans for the weekend.  I won't show up where you are, I promise.  If I want to be near you, I will do my best to find ways to legitimately be in your company.  I like to be silly sometimes, even though I seem professional all the time.  I like a good smell...I love to smile and laugh. 

I have a very vivid imagination.  It never really left me as a child.  I play scenes in my head of past events like videos.  Sometimes, the videos are great, and sometimes they suck.  I enjoy the recent ones...I overthink actions and second-guess things, even if my intentions were pure.  I kick myself for second-guessing myself, which sends me into this cycle of mess.  I really am a good person, and I try really hard to be everything I want to be.

I am a big daydreamer.  I think about activities to do, what I want for the future and where I want to be in 5 years, 10 years, etc.  I am a planner!  I have a very Type-A personality...I love who I am and I like what my body looks like most of the time.  I desire attention and praise.  All I ask, is that you talk to me regardless of anything else.

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