Desperation

In a moment of desperation and weakness, I gave up. I said I don't care. Screw it! And I was gone.

I have given up on this dream. I am frustrated and overwhelmed. How can I go on when things seem SO bad?!?! Nothing is going right...It's over...I quit.

I have said these things many times; and for a period of time, I have wandered aimlessly with no perspective, focus or goals.